ntah knape..
hati ni slalu je sdih..
wlaupon bru je hepi..
trase hepi 2 hnye utk smentare..
mgkin ni stu kebaikn..
sbb ble hepi aku akn lpe dri..
& ksedihan akn igtkn aku pd yg bekuasa..
agr aku x lpe dri..
bongkak..
19.7.11
1.5.11
En Tiada Nama
finally,
i manage to kill my heart,
the heart to trust people,
to love others,
and to hopes,
it's just good to kill our heart,
and leave ourself in a peaceful state,
without need to care about our feeling,
or others,
to left behind the hopes that would always hurt us,
no matter what would we do next,
thanks to all my friends and my hopes,
to help me to kill my only heart,
and create the other me,
and the old me had just died along with the heart,
now i'm free,
and i could be just me,
not like the old me,
who always had to take care of others feeling,
and being fooled,
and bullied,
and make those "fake smile" all over his life,
and no one ever could understand his true feeling about others,
no one would try to understand his sadness,
loneliness,
how much he's dissappointed in life,
and he's will just try to smile in front of others,
try to ignore his true feelings,
i would never be the same like the other me,
i would never trust others as they never trust me,
and i would never hopes as hopes would kill me,
and be like me,
i manage to kill my heart,
the heart to trust people,
to love others,
and to hopes,
it's just good to kill our heart,
and leave ourself in a peaceful state,
without need to care about our feeling,
or others,
to left behind the hopes that would always hurt us,
no matter what would we do next,
thanks to all my friends and my hopes,
to help me to kill my only heart,
and create the other me,
and the old me had just died along with the heart,
now i'm free,
and i could be just me,
not like the old me,
who always had to take care of others feeling,
and being fooled,
and bullied,
and make those "fake smile" all over his life,
and no one ever could understand his true feeling about others,
no one would try to understand his sadness,
loneliness,
how much he's dissappointed in life,
and he's will just try to smile in front of others,
try to ignore his true feelings,
i would never be the same like the other me,
i would never trust others as they never trust me,
and i would never hopes as hopes would kill me,
and be like me,
entry khas buat cik c***
bersyukur la whai cik c***,,
wlaupon kau hnye skdar watk smpingan dlm cite fairy tail,
tp itu lg baek dr jdi 'stuntmani,
watk smpingan ttp dkenali & membntu cite,
tp 'stunutman' xkn prnh dkenali org,
hnye mnjdi byang2 hero yg pnakot,
& terpkse membhayekn dri wlaupon xkn dhargai hero & heroin,
bersyukur la whai cik c***,,
wlaupon kau trpkse 'fake smile',
itu hnye terbtas d tmpt keje,
tp x perlu 'fake smile' utk seumo idop sprti *********,
wlaupon d mne shje prlu snyum,
trpkse sembunyikn segale kesdihnnye,
krna xkn ad sape2 yg sudi mndgr,
bersyukur la whai cik c***,,
wlaupon kau bersedih,
psti akn ad yg memujuk & mendengar mslah kau,
terutamanya URG,
& tdk termasok fren2 kau d FB yg 1000++,
bersyukur la whai cik c***,,
wlaupon kau sunyi tiada tman,
psni ad yg sggop menemani,
& sudh psti setiap post kau d FB akn rmai yg komen,
tdk krg yg komen d wall pos kau,
wlaupon beliau hnyelah seowg stalker,
bersyukur la whai cik c***,,
wlaupon kau rse beslh terhdp seseowg,
rse bslah itu x sperti seowg banduan,
& tdak dpndang spt banduan,
yg akn ttp dpndang hina wlaupon sudah insaf,
yg xkn dterima msyrkt wlau ape pon yg dlakukn,
dpndang hina krana kslapn yg lalu,
bersyukur la whai cik c***,,
wlaupon cinta kau dtolak,
psti akn ad yg sdi jd ganti,
x sperti owg gile,
sedangkn yg mahu berkwn dgnnye pun sedikit,
apatah lagi ingin dcintai,
wlaupon kau hnye skdar watk smpingan dlm cite fairy tail,
tp itu lg baek dr jdi 'stuntmani,
watk smpingan ttp dkenali & membntu cite,
tp 'stunutman' xkn prnh dkenali org,
hnye mnjdi byang2 hero yg pnakot,
& terpkse membhayekn dri wlaupon xkn dhargai hero & heroin,
bersyukur la whai cik c***,,
wlaupon kau trpkse 'fake smile',
itu hnye terbtas d tmpt keje,
tp x perlu 'fake smile' utk seumo idop sprti *********,
wlaupon d mne shje prlu snyum,
trpkse sembunyikn segale kesdihnnye,
krna xkn ad sape2 yg sudi mndgr,
bersyukur la whai cik c***,,
wlaupon kau bersedih,
psti akn ad yg memujuk & mendengar mslah kau,
terutamanya URG,
& tdk termasok fren2 kau d FB yg 1000++,
bersyukur la whai cik c***,,
wlaupon kau sunyi tiada tman,
psni ad yg sggop menemani,
& sudh psti setiap post kau d FB akn rmai yg komen,
tdk krg yg komen d wall pos kau,
wlaupon beliau hnyelah seowg stalker,
bersyukur la whai cik c***,,
wlaupon kau rse beslh terhdp seseowg,
rse bslah itu x sperti seowg banduan,
& tdak dpndang spt banduan,
yg akn ttp dpndang hina wlaupon sudah insaf,
yg xkn dterima msyrkt wlau ape pon yg dlakukn,
dpndang hina krana kslapn yg lalu,
bersyukur la whai cik c***,,
wlaupon cinta kau dtolak,
psti akn ad yg sdi jd ganti,
x sperti owg gile,
sedangkn yg mahu berkwn dgnnye pun sedikit,
apatah lagi ingin dcintai,
9.2.11
sepi
smlm aku bru jmpe diorg,,
peah, eja, ana, bb, reen & jie,,
rse hepi dpt jmpe diorg,,
tp ble smpai umah,,
rse sepi,,
rse keseorgn,,
cm pertemuan 2 x prnh blaku,,
cm da lme sgt x jmpe diorg,,
mungkn dlu aku slalu dkelilingi org yg benme kwn,,
tp skrg da xde lg,,
yg ad cme mreke2 yg dgelar rkn kerje,,
tp xpe,,
ini cme stu cbrn yg mdah,,
bersabarlah,,
peah, eja, ana, bb, reen & jie,,
rse hepi dpt jmpe diorg,,
tp ble smpai umah,,
rse sepi,,
rse keseorgn,,
cm pertemuan 2 x prnh blaku,,
cm da lme sgt x jmpe diorg,,
mungkn dlu aku slalu dkelilingi org yg benme kwn,,
tp skrg da xde lg,,
yg ad cme mreke2 yg dgelar rkn kerje,,
tp xpe,,
ini cme stu cbrn yg mdah,,
bersabarlah,,
8.2.11
mungkin
hri ni ku tersnym melihtnye prgi,,
bkn rela tp aku thu xde ape yg aku boleh lakukn,,
aku trsnym krna aku thu kau xkn kembali,,
wlau hti ini brat,,
tp x mengape,,
mungkin ade lg yg laen,,
yg laen yg boleh gntikn aku,,
yg lbih baek dr aku,,
yg mmpu pnuhi cri2 impian kau,,
yg x dpt aku pnuhi slame ini,,
tp aku akn tggu,,
shgge hri 2 akn muncul,,
wlaupon ia xkn prnh mncul,,
wlaupon skali,,
bkn rela tp aku thu xde ape yg aku boleh lakukn,,
aku trsnym krna aku thu kau xkn kembali,,
wlau hti ini brat,,
tp x mengape,,
mungkin ade lg yg laen,,
yg laen yg boleh gntikn aku,,
yg lbih baek dr aku,,
yg mmpu pnuhi cri2 impian kau,,
yg x dpt aku pnuhi slame ini,,
tp aku akn tggu,,
shgge hri 2 akn muncul,,
wlaupon ia xkn prnh mncul,,
wlaupon skali,,
4 unfaithful friends
mungkin da dtkdirkn aku xkn rpat dgn sume org,,
terase cm aku ni jht sgt,,
tp xpe,,
aku x kesa,,
bg aku,,
biar kte dpggl sombonk dr jd penyibok dlm idop owg,,
mnyibok dlm byk hal,,
lg2 yg private,,
atau sekadar hnye wtak smpingn & xkn prnh jd yg utama,,
yg ade xpe & xde pon xpe,,
yg xkn beri ape2 kesan dlm idop owg laen,,
atau jdi cm pengemis d tepi2 jln rye d kota,,
meminta minta akn perhatian owg,,
wlaupon tahu owg len x prnh sdi,,
malah dbnci oleh mreke,,
sehingga dhina,,
dicaci,,
dkeji,,
& x kesa dgn sume 2 aslkn dpt tmpt d hati owg len yg x sdi,,
aku xnk jd owg cmtu,,
& rela sorg2 slame lmenye,,
terase cm aku ni jht sgt,,
tp xpe,,
aku x kesa,,
bg aku,,
biar kte dpggl sombonk dr jd penyibok dlm idop owg,,
mnyibok dlm byk hal,,
lg2 yg private,,
atau sekadar hnye wtak smpingn & xkn prnh jd yg utama,,
yg ade xpe & xde pon xpe,,
yg xkn beri ape2 kesan dlm idop owg laen,,
atau jdi cm pengemis d tepi2 jln rye d kota,,
meminta minta akn perhatian owg,,
wlaupon tahu owg len x prnh sdi,,
malah dbnci oleh mreke,,
sehingga dhina,,
dicaci,,
dkeji,,
& x kesa dgn sume 2 aslkn dpt tmpt d hati owg len yg x sdi,,
aku xnk jd owg cmtu,,
& rela sorg2 slame lmenye,,
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